Wonderous World of LSD
LSD Tripping conversations, ideas, and diary entries from:
MM: The Mystery Man
&
GW: The Grand Wazoo
The Diary of The Grand Wazoo:
The Mystery Man came over, and he figit `round a bit.......
.....with the Oil of Aphrodite, and the Dust of the Grand Wazoo
5.14.6 12 Cimi, 19 Mac, 13 Manik. (1998Dec21)
GW Just dropped a little after 23:00. It felt better to dose tomorrow but the Mystery Man will tonight so......... 23:37 Starting to feel it, some waves of light. 23:44 Turning into light, the Mystery Man seemed surprised that doesn't happen to everyone when they trip. 23:58 Grinny and feeling good. For depression, surrender back to the Clear-White Light to relax and reopen the crown chakara. 00:24 Listening to Moving Pictures. flashing back to that time in life.
MM dosing (about 350mics LSD) at 23:00 synchronized to GW. At about 23:45 started feeling odd. About 00:15 starting to get standard trails for this dose. The intense incredialbe waves of open-streams-of-consciousness begin. 00:35.... Peak time... will enjoy the good medium dose ride.
GW the MM said "All good things in life come to an end so you may as well make the most of it." Seventh circuit seems like a vault of symbols left for posterity. 01:19 Feel grinning and MM just took more (100mics according to e-mail)? We synched with the Mystery Man. 01:35 Really weird, viewing life as a text adventure.
EM (by telephone...) orgasmed while we tripped, she should have announced it, she sort of did. Now the female Goddess energy runs high.
MM Says the pain we experience from laughter reminds us that we are physical beings. Remember the idea of running a gas station with illegal underground tanks. 20,000 just closed, $11,000 fine every day. They made the law ten years ago and it will soon go into effect. If someone had a lot of money they could run an illegal gas station and pay the fine every day just to spite them. Just takes the most balls in the state. They could then run for president and we'd vote for them.
GW GHB acts as a landing pad for a trip. Brings you down nice. GHB feels great with Herb after the LSD. EM rules. How to capture this feeling? The trip also wanted to teach the distinguishment between the little "i" and the big "We" self. The little self chatters away, the big self comes in clearness and stillness, speaking the things you just can't argue with. Also remember EM's little green men. When she talked about Auric colors, the organized busily running elves doing a thousand and one things at once.
MM Really getting into the gas station idea. Coming up with too many wild ideas to keep up with. Guess they are lost to obscurity... maybe to come back as an echo of time. Information non-local and not limited by linear time.... This is the secret of the mystic. The oneness of all and the limitless of thought and spirit. The two mingle and our minds function.
GW The trip wants to teach about folding space or something. The God perceives himself as having brought the universe into existence. The Goddess accepts that the universe brought her into existence. Everything applies to the Mystic.
Many LSD trips lost due to computer and human error.... some might be recovered at later date.
6.6.15 13 Men, 3 Xul, 1 Eb .(1999Jul)
MM and GW finally get to trip together! We dropped close to 200mics. around 22:30 or so. Leaving the Lordess Shiva today felt so sad. Really enjoyed the mushrooms last night. Wish more were here to mix with the LSD.
GW 23:20 It feels very clean. 00:31 MM says one thing he
noticed about GW's place, You have to smoke pot inside but
cigarettes outside. 01:42
MM It is interesting the differences between the metropolis and
the country. The Desert feels much more "open" and
free. Less chaotic energy from people. Not as much population
density, or population pollution. When going back East it feels
like blinders are put on and city oppression weights down the
spirit. LSD made this much more noticeable... even though there
was some on the plane ride across country. Actually, about
200mics. Taken 100mics at a time about 1.5 hours apart.
Interesting flight. Strange layover too. Had to migrate outside
to smoke, and then go back through security... all with 3/4 an
ounce of marijuana on the person... That in itself is strange,
but then to be tripping... and just peaking really good for only
a little while... Ha!
MM There is an interesting similarity between being inside the
house and outside. Outside feels more free and less cluttered.
inside has some oppression... most likely old energy from the
house and area. Lots of historical energy-baggage around. Being
inside causes a more "tense" expression of reality
interaction. Not paranoid, but "tense." Being outside
was great, possibly this is due to being able to smoke pot
inside, and cigarettes outside... of which you smoke a lot more
of while tripping. Smoking marijuana inside helped ease the
"tenseness."
GW excitedly told their friend VV, he had figured out the secret
to tripping forever and to this day this insight still seems to
hold validity. VV said she didn't know.... Imagine a perfected
acid high - the third strand activat ed. Imagining that state
includes the ability to turn it off at will. This ability
generates the compassion to run the system, the LSD high.
MM Telephone conversation takes a strange twist because of the
"oppression" of being inside. Much less
"testosterone-driven" responses and conversation
outside... Inside the "cramped nature" brings
aggression and self preservation to the surface. Not used to this
in the Desert Southwest. Used to wide open spaces... seeing
mountains 180 miles away. Outside it is more open... still
stifling, but much preferable. It is not a problem maintaining
inside, just that outside... with tobacco is more preferred...
although bud must be smoked again very soon.
MM wanted to light a candle. GW warned him to take care when
dealing with fire. MM made a classic response: "I am a
human, fully versed and computer literate. I can handle
fire." One candle lighting the room... the feel of the dark,
humid city air. The small bong that spilled in my pocket the
other day while at a workshop in up-state New York. Sitting there
needing to be filled. The bowl is caked with resin. Wanting a
toke. Making sure the bud is clean. Don't want to turn on the
light... like the darkness with the candle. Sparking the bong and
passing it to GW. Must get stoned. Now must convince GW to drop
more LSD. Must take more. Need to see G_d. Must get on a plane in
9 hours and fly across the country. The last remaining hours in a
big Eastern metropolis are an acid rush of future memories.
GW 02:43 Can't believe "we" just dropped the rest. The
self-referencing. Note: don't eat intrasound clay powder while
tripping. 03:26 Really starting to hit.
MM This added 150mics or more should really add a punch to this.
Will be an interesting after-glow flight home... wonder if sleep
will come tonight or not. At this rate no chance. Got to catch a
plane tomorrow... or well, this morning now.....
6.6.16 1 Cib, 4 Xul, 1 Eb .(1999Jul)
Trip report continued from previous calendar date....
GW: Every object has its own story of associations. Immortalists
live in that ecstasy - surrendering and not caring about living
or dying, life and death, peaceful in what would happen. Things
go in phases. Thinking in the phases whether than in a linear
progression. This referred to us going outside and coming inside
we had an outdoor an indoor phase, each with distinguished
characteristics, as VV noted. This trip seemed almost archetypal
in a way.
MM Being off the phone is good. Really hectic trying to get two
on the line at the same time talking to VV. LSD being very
abstract in its presentation of tonight's lesson. Remembering
back to last weekend and comparing the quality of this to the
pure LSD 25 that was had.... However, it was joyously mixed with
a good dose of mescaline (actually the other way around) ... this
all the evening after taking the mushrooms and ALD-52. Then the
5MeO DMT... all that bud too. This lesson was going to leave a
valuable reference in the future. The LSD opened the "self'
up to the effects of the high population density... it is helping
to bring understanding on where best the "self" will
function geographically.
MM Oh my, still going good. Must catch a flight in about 6 hours.
Wow. Wonder if it will be possible to sleep in another 2 hours or
so. Tomorrow must get a pack of smokes for the trip back. The
time is off... somehow compressed and twisted. Physical objects
vortexing into oblivion... which is simply a chaotic state. This
is the effect of what "we" perceive as time. Objects
are the "form" that the crossing currents of
"universal waves" meet and interact. Each simply a
frequency oscillating at a specific speed or frequency. This
gives rise to the physical "effects" that are
"perceived" as the characteristics of solids, liquids,
gases, and plasma.
MM The sunrise is quiet. Still. Hearing the city come to life
slowly. The city is so different than the desert. Sunlight
explodes through the many tall trees. Birds chirp and cars start.
Is this the car-pool lane mister? Well, no my child. Would you
like some candy little girl? Need to sleep in another hour or
so.... or at least attempt too. Still going. Must smoke more pot.
MM Must try to sleep... must catch plane in 4 hours. Again the
LSD adds to a never forgettable trip... in more ways than one.
Must smoke pot... must smoke enough to allow sleep. If that is
possible. Will give it a shot.... Now will lay down..... probably
last entry for this trip by MM. It has been real, and fun... and
definitely real fun.
6.12.3 4 Akbal, 11 Zac, 1 Eb (03Nov1999)
LSA Trip report.....
Testing HBWR
Feeling little something. Been an hour
already. Still not much. Dum de
dum de dum dum...... Slowly over the next hour the feeling
grows. Very
gentle.
The LSA from HBWR is, in my opinion, the closest experience to
pure LSD-25
that there is out there. Totally different from the
Mind-fuck acid that is
out there, just like LSD is.
My first thought was "This blows that mind-fuck acid
away. This is the
absolute closest thing to pure LSD you will ever get unless you
know a cool
chemist with a good lab, or go learn yourself and buy a good
lab. I can't
REALLY tell a difference between them that much at all. I
will never take
any LSD again unless I am absolutely positive it is pure."
Total sobriety and no "speeding." Colors clearly
visible, and minor wall
"runnings" and pattern "shifting." Not
a hard trip at all, but very
enjoyable. I would agree, if you state that 200ug of LSD is
the fully
hallucinogenic dose, the 5 HBWR I ingested (6pm) was really close
to 100ug
or so. I agree that each seed is equal to 25ug of LSD.
learned something else.... you don't have to remove all the
shell, but just
take a pocket knife and scrape all the "dark-brown"
stuff off until the seed
is completely a creme color. Tedious, but not that bad.
Based on this experience, I would project that 8 seeds would be a
good trip,
and 10-12 would be a rock and roll trip... and 14-16 would be
intense as
hell, but possibility of alkaloid effects. not sure about
hat. Any ideas?
I would make the comparison between HBWR and Morning Glory, the
same as I
would ALD-52, and LSD-25. The HBWR was much less
somatically intoxicating
and not speedy.
The trip lasted a good 6 hours before I munched 3 more seeds
(midnight). I
was finally came down around 7:30 or 8AM. After effects
unnoticeable-mild
(unless when first stoned), lasted until bed last night
10:30pm. Takes a
good 2 hours to start the peak. Grinding them up (the seeds
after scraping)
will increase the rate of absorption and amount. It would
be the preferred
method.
end of report.
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