Mescaline Experiences

Good mescaline comes on nice and slow......

*NOTE: Times shown are approximate. Peak begins sometime after 2-3 hours.

The Mystery Man ingested 483mg of Mescaline in a tea from dried San Pedro cacti.

5.11.12 10 Eb, 5 Zac, 13 Manik. (1998Oct28)

I was not quite sure what was going on. The mescaline seemed to be hitting really fast. Soon I was wondering where along the way I made the mistake. I went and checked the other dose I made. I did the math in my head again.... oh oh, I had made a mistake. I had taken more than I thought I did. Well, I was anxious enough, and stoned enough I wanted to double check my dose with a friend. So I called and said, "I just took this much mescaline (by cacti weight), what am I going to be dealing with?" He said "Well, you took 483mg... the chart only goes up to 500mg and that is a warning dose."

The house across the street melted into a train.

Waiting for the full effects to make themselves know. Waiting. Coming up,
and up. really surprised at how gentle this is for a high dose. Not nearly
as speedy and somatically intense as Peyote. This again confirms my earlier
feeling that I prefer San Pedro over Peyote. Waiting and pacing in the back
yard. Smoking another cigarette. Holding off on smoking more marijuana to
better judge the mescaline.

I walked around to the side of the house and was talking on the phone.
Commenting on the effects and the general "mood" of the sacrament. I looked
over the fence across the street. All of a sudden, in a swirlish-trail of
colors, the house across the street melted into a train locomotive. I
glanced down the street, and the other houses changed into train cars. I
said very loudly and excitedly "holy shit!" I think I better be going inside
now. I went in and wandered around. It was not very long until I realized I
needed a cigarette and a few bong hits. So, back outside I went.....

He can easily communicate with the big tree. We said hi. It felt real.

I smoked my stuff and was noticing the tree. The biggest tree in the back
yard. It was radiating happiness. We said hi. It seemed so real. I knew that
the mescaline was opening the doors of perception and what its effects
were.... but this seemed real. I knew it to be the effects of the entheogen.
The tree said it was starting to wind down for the winter. It was really
happy that I watered it a lot last summer, but stated it was a bit thirsty.
One more good watering is all it needs this year.

The communication took on a different dimension. I blended with the tree. We
became "one flesh." I started learning from the genetic memories in the
tree. I saw how humans have the same DNA memories as the trees until we
branched. We are all one... the trees and the humans. The humans just
developed differently for different reasons. The trees are our cousins. They
can teach us a lot. Their technology is different. They were kind enough to
evolve to give us air. They have strived to help support all other life, but
it turns away and destroys everything.

Evolution is like a software program that is running and constantly
modifying itself to create a perfect environment for the planet and
ultimately the universe. It started off with 1-celled organisms but,
the spirits are eternal, so long before the spirits got together and decided
what they would do, their function... the spirit of the trees decided to
become physical trees... the cells started dividing and splitting, each
spirit took it over and guided its evolution...

The trees became trees to produce oxygen to contribute to the world.
Each spirit made a decision to contribute to the world. The plants evolve
for their reason... plants produce oxygen and nourishment. Other life
chose to exhale carbon dioxide.... the spirit defined each role..
The evolutionary model shows the software, the interplay.
Psychedelics activate all of our DNA which activates the parts we share
in common with all else, trees, animals, etc.

Psychedelic plants activate in our own DNA those strands shared in common
with the psychedelic plant's DNA.

It all depends on a binary system, down below the subatomic level, it
either exists or not, building up from the microcosm. There is an on
particle and an off particle. The on particle has properties and expresses
this. These properties cause it to link to other particles and this "binary code"
then attracts and links to other "binary codes." Those particles then form
neutrinos, then quarks, eventually forming an electron. The same process goes for all
sub-atomic particles.

This on-off function is much like DNA. Particles (originally binary codes)
form strands. They program the "next" level of evolution and contain the
cosmic "binary code particle system." Like amino acids form proteins due to
their properties, they form then "nucleotide" structures. Then these attract
their respective particles due to their properties. This double-helix
structure acts in certain ways attracts larger particles by their form and function.
These then function and express their properties.

Eventually you have protons, neutron and.and electrons. These then form
atoms, their functions and properties, which give rise to the matter in the
universe. As the scale grow universally in size, it repeats again on the cosmic
scale. Atoms form the planets and stars, which form solar-systems. These form
galaxies, and they form clusters, that then form "super-strings." Do they then act as
"binary"systems?

Animals have binary consciousness. The consciousness that separates us from
animals has a non-binary nature. Like fuzzy logic. Humans function on a
standard binary code.  We are programmed with that from conception.  That rate at
which this code functions in the individual is their frequency.  This code
functions as determined by the DNA.  Almost, there is another faculty in humans. This is
the imagination/intuition.  This functions like a binary code but instead of
just 0 and 1; it is 0, 1, and all the possible numbers in between.  This gives an
infinite number of possibilities.  This gives humans initiative to figure things out, and
the ability to think abstractly.... and create.  Even to act independently, or by inspiration.
Everything Applies!

One's wave level = the time for one number to oscillate back, from 1 to
0 to 1 etc. The rate change between "numbers" is the individuals frequency.
Like radio frequencies are measured, with the top of the wave to the
bottom back to the top being one cycle. Because humans share basic DNA,
our frequencies are close together. Hence we can consciously relate to
one another. Trees have consciousness, but the frequency is so "slow" that
from "our" perspective (our frequency), it appears they have no individual
consciousness. Like when driving down a road fast, the center lines blend
into one line. The speed of travel (frequency) prevents you from detecting the individual
lines (individual tree consciousness).

Taking entheogens initiates secondary waves to our primary wave of
consciousness, allowing a connection and communication between the two.
Imagine a chart measuring brainwaves. you see one line across the top for
that frequency. It goes along... when one doses, you see another line, lower
on the chart a line starts and continues until one comes back down. This second
line is the expanded consciousness that is the DNA that is we have in common with
that plant turned on. Since plants, through DNA, have relatively similar
frequencies we can consciously interact with them all.

You can take the information and bring it back into your consciousness.
While that DNA link is open, you can communicate to the spirit world through the Spirit
of that plant. This is why the Spirit world, while being the same, appears different
due to the filter of the plant Entheogens taken. Each plant has a slightly
different frequency and so acts as a filter when the information comes in.

Synthetic drugs have an erratic frequency since they do not share
in the DNA code. Therefore, they turn on DNA from various sources
and not any particular frequency. Their state of consciousness comes
from the mind interpreting these erratic frequencies as best possible.
Hence, with dissociatives, you go into a state where you dissociate with
the body and nature. On other drugs you do things that are un-natural for
your personality, and possibly quite destructive personally.


The distinction! Whether or not a substance occurs in a biological
organism or not... Only use Entheogens which are natural...
Only the "naturals" are truly Entheogens? Avoid un-natural states.

Mescaline teaches us to listen to the Earth, and the plants. The plants that
are grounded in our planet and know more about it that all other life
combined. The trees are the "decorations and furniture" of the Spirit of the
Earth.

After this period of time I decided to go warm up a bit inside and see what
was going on in there.

He cannot read an ad on TV, like a foreign language. Before The Mystery Man
talked about treating Microscope (the bong) correctly. ...

The television is still on from earlier. The screen seems to be some sort of
plasma with the letters and figures exploding out into a 3D space. Then the
melt and fade back into the plasma... and another explodes. The audio is
strange almost flanging sounding at times. The tones have a different
quality. Some of the sound waves change to visual color waves when they
strike walls and the like. Television makes absolutely no sense although
many of the stuff I see is extremely humorous.

The words appearing seem to be in a different language... but TV is only in
English around here.... I watched TV for a while. This is crazy so I went
back outside to smoke more. Somehow I got the equation of the bong and a
microscope. I have no real clue how this came out to be. However, the bong
would assist in self examination much like a microscope....

After I got done smoking again, the true lesson of the trip came. The vision
started.

He sees a landscape with hills and mountains in another dimension, with a
setting sun. Seeing Heaven and Hell on the fence in the wall of the house.
On the left, the lawful neutral, with elves and the setting sun. The right
chaotic neutral, disorder. In the middle a big clump with mushrooms growing
out. One of the mushrooms goes to the lawful neutral, and one to chaotic.
The mushroom forms the synthesis.

The cinderblock fence started to take on a surreal quality. Soon the colors
drifted down and settled into place. A landscape. Then like watching a
movie, time passed. I saw the growth of plants and trees. Then the
emergence of the "elves." I saw them build. All in harmony. The perfect
creation. I saw a setting Sun cast shadows of houses and trees... exploding
the clouds into a diffractive dance.

There was something else going on though. To the right of this "movie
screen," where in real life plants obscured the fence... a concurrent
"video" was being shown. This one of chaos. The structured random churning
blackness of disorder. Yet even this had a type of order to it, even if that
was simply madness. It evolved and dissolved at the same time as the "elf
world."

Right where these two imaginary worlds met...there was another plant....
this one like a small bush... like a clump. This clump transformed into a
mushroom patch. It had mushrooms going into the chaos and the order. The
disorder of the blackness and the order of the elves. The mushrooms
represented Mankind. All sprouting from the same source, but reaching into
different spaces in the sanity and insanity, or order and chaos. The
mushrooms also represented the entheogens. It means that the entheogens when
taken by mankind created this synthesis of the worlds. It surfaces the ties
that bind us with everything and every one.

The balance of the mystic is the state the entheogen generates. The visions
showed Heaven and Hell. All states of the same matter, just organized
differently. One with a structure or identity and the other a void... but
only in a form. We create our own world, in this life and the next. The
vision becomes nearly impossible to relate at this point. The spiritual
abstractions and the elevations the lessons of these visions prevents
discussion. There simply is not sufficient language, or rather language is
not sufficient to relate.

The world of order is the Lawful world.  Not laws as in legal codes, but
lawful as in structure and organization.  This could be viewed as Heaven or
Fairy Land.  Humans imply that this is "Good," that is all in human
perception.  In actuality they are neutral.  They are neither good nor bad.
This is existence outside the dualism that is our universe.  While living in
this dualism, it is really impossible to completely understand the idea of
complete non-dualism.  It is something outside the possibility to exist in
this universe.

They world of Chaos is the same way.  It is non-dualistic.  It was lack with
subtle colors showing occasionally.  Churning and twisting... never
constant.  This is existence without any laws or structure.  Everything
exists but is not in relation to anything else.  Madness pales in comparison
to this state.  The idea has been captured as the villain in the Marduk
legends.  It is the Hell of biblical description.  Again, it is not bad or
evil, it is completely neutral.

Chaos has an important part in human evolution and functioning.  It is the
realm of the imagination.  It is from whence the creative aspect comes.  Out
of chaos order arises.  The Chaos spurs our evolution.   This is the origin
of our problem solving abilities.  This state spurred vocal tones.
Tryptamines bring this aspect of Chaos in those experiences.  The impulse
for expression and the importance of the vocal tones and vibrations.
Brining it back into the normal life was easy.  However it was pointless and
just noise.  Humans added structure over time and language was born.  Out of
Chaos order comes.

This is the mediation of the mushroom which represents all natural
entheogens.  They filter that Chaos so it doesn't destroy our minds, and yet
let us benefit from it fully.  It also represents the Tree of Life.  More
over, the Middle Pillar.  All the entheogens are located on the Middle
pillar.  The synthetics can be placed in the other two pillars or the
Qlippoth.

The entheogens take this energy and filters it through the Sephira that it
is related too.  This adds into the thought that different entheogens are
related to the elements.  The Sephirot on the Middle Pillar also represent a
world, which is direct related to the elements.  The entheogens can build
connections to and understanding from elements lacking in this incarnation.
The same thing happens with the Lawful "existence."  The Entheogens filter
that too, as we could not understand that total structure and organization
like we cannot understand complete Chaos.

Using this model, it is possible to take "substance" fro the Chaos, bring it
into the plane/world the entheogen works on.  You can then mold that
"substance" into some thing physical in this world by drawing the structure
and organization from the Lawful world.  By doing this humans can act like a
creator... humans can make things.  They cannot, however create anything.
We can only take from the stuff already created and change it in conformity
to our will.  In observing this however, we can see the actions used in
Creation and understand its laws and functions.

The Entheogens relate to the Sephirot on the Middle Pillar like this:

Kether = Amanita Spirit: World; Fire
Tipharet = LSA/LSD: Intellectual World; Air
Yesod = Tryptamines: Astral World; Water
Malkuth = Mescaline: Physical World; Earth

Without common frames of reference, the next few
hours would make very little sense. However, as that later faded, I noticed
something else. Something really happy for some reason.

The cherry tree says it feels happy.

The cherry tree is radiating happiness like I have never seen before. I go
over to it and it starts going on and on about different things. I realize
that like with animals, the trees are much more hyper and talkative when
they are younger. I listened to the tree and talked to it for a long time.
When I walked away I felt the residual happiness of the tree for a very long
time.

(note, the next year the tree produced record amount of cherries)

I went and looked over the fence off unto the horizon.

He saw a little pixy house. It disappeared and reappeared. And disappeared
again.

The pixie house appeared and blinked out.. the reappeared for a long time.
It was in a state of temporal flux or something. Not completely in any
plane. An existence between planes, or maybe between realities not so much as
planes.

He also had the idea of a combination radio and select antenna. (note: this
came to be about 7 months late with the release of the CC Radio)

Of course a 10-12 hour peak contains much more information. It is hard,
however, to write everything that happens during that long of a time period.
These are just some highlights of the trip.

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